I know i usually rant and rave about random things at times on here but this is the hardest status i am writing today as over the past 2 weeks my life and families life has been turned upside down.
plus with me leaving a harsh status on 20th june did not help matters at all (sorry Sarita Prem?)..
20Th June i get notified my dad has collapsed on the street with a possible heart attack and has been taken to the hospital, i was notified by a neighbour who i will be very grateful to so much you will not understand.
The hospital did there tests and every thing and gave him a pacemaker, his heart had stopped twice on the way to the hospital, but he would not just wake up at all, they said sometimes it takes time, he was still breathing on his own.
On 26th June they did more tests plus even more scans and found out he had brain damage due to lack of oxygen to his brain, we were informed he does nothave long to live, we decided to stay at his beside from this moment...
On 27th June 01:18 with my mum, my sister and my brother-in-law at his bedside my dad passed away, and was taken to a greater nicer place where he will have no worries, no pain, does not have to suffer or see any suffering that is happening in this world....
Dad you are in better place now i will do my best to look after mum but please from up above can you make sure i stay on the straight and narrow please...
I will love you always and so will mum, sis, brother in law...
I miss you like crazy to love you lots dad
Your loving son...
Dad this is the poem i will read at your funeral i hope you like it x
We
Only Wanted You
They say memories are golden
well maybe that is true.
We never wanted memories,
We only wanted you.
well maybe that is true.
We never wanted memories,
We only wanted you.
A million times we needed you,
a million times we’ve cried.
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died.
a million times we’ve cried.
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
no one can ever fill.
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
no one can ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway
and heartache make a lane,
We’d walk the path to heaven
to bring you back again.
and heartache make a lane,
We’d walk the path to heaven
to bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.
