Destiny and Faith

In walks of life we have our ups and downs, we lose our loved ones, we lose our friends, become homeless, become ill to the point of no return, treated badly, or when with a group of people and you get the lonely feeling when you should not or the one where you wish you did not go as you dont feel welcome there....

We have all experienced it in some form but is it right, somethings happen where we dont have a choice and its a path that been laid out from the point you are born you can call it destiny or faith which ever you choose to call it...

Then there are certain things you can control making that one person not feel left out, make them feel welcome and part of a group , making them feel glad they came...

Life is short to short in my eyes but we were put on earth for many different reasons and until we fullfil that we stay here, sometimes people fullfil that quicker then others but its life and the journey we take in how we fullfil to journey we have been sent down to do...

I dont know what my journey or how my journey is menat to go as it will be told as i go long, it will have many path to it, some very horrible one and some good ones, some very testing that will make you think about is this what my destiny or faith is but we take each day as a new one, bit like a reboot to see what happens...

I dont know what destiny or faith is already planned for me but i know i will always try to fight the bad times with every bit of strength i have in me to come on top, and try and redo my destiny or faith onto a new path which is of joy and love and friend......

Money is not everything in this world as it will never bring back the lost loved ones in your life and wont buy you love but it will bring you trouble..

the choice is ours on how we try to change our destiny and faith...

My Tattoos

I remember when i got my first tattoo, my mum siad no you are not getting one as it is dangerious, in reply i said i will ask dad. So went to dad and spoke to him and in my surprise he asked what i would like done and i told him a Ohn sign not to big or to small.

He got me to sit down and gave me a list to remember of what i cant get done at all (this was a long list and i had to remember it no writing it down) i promise my dad i would not, will honour that no matter..

I went back to mum smile on face and said dad said i can have one, in reply ok fine you have one but no more after, my reply was i will try and smiled...

Since having that 1 Tattoo to date i have 6 tattoos in total to present date, with every single one with a reason or story behind...

I am writing what i am writing now for a reason cause i love both my parents and they loved me allot but one liked me having tattoos but my mum may not have but she still smiled when she saw the work and realised why i got it done...

With every tattoo i got done my mum was always worried i dont blame her its her son getting some guy to punch holes in his skin for some art, I love you mum and dad....

Ok so in june i get my 7th tattoo done which is going to be the 3rd hardest tattoo i will have done as it is part of my healing process, but the only way i know how to cope or deal with everything that has happened, i have thought long and hard about weather i should get it done and the ans has always been yes..

Tattoo is not just for the sake of it in my books, to me its there for life and for a reason and to tell your story the way you want to.........

Let no one force you to get a tattoo, when you do get a tattoo think about it good and hard and will you stil like it 10 years down or when you are old and be able to show it in public or even to your parents......

We Only Wanted You

Love you Mum and Dad

Lost Feeling : love Family and Friends

In this world time is so short. You dont know how long you will be with the ones you love the most. treasure every moment with them, live every moment, get inked or do something outrage or fun, what ever it maybe just remember there is no rewind button or no retakes.. make sure you have no regrets.. live life to full  and tell the ones you care for in the loudest voice possible you love them.....

Family i  love you guys so much.

Friends yes i love you all to (weather i met you on here, uni, as customers who have become friends, thru walks of life )

MUM DAD THIS IS ME SHOUTING AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE I LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY  EVERYDAY EVERY HOUR EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND.....