Thursday, 20 March 2014

So Not Long Left Now

So not so long left now.
At 9AM 20/03/2014 my mum will be home for 1 hour before she joins the love and sweetheart, her soul mate forever..

I am so scared about how things will go, plus fact that i will see my mum for the very last... i know my mum and dad are watching over me but it is not the same....

Mum in case i dont say it sis and me and jij and the whole family love you lots and will miss you like crazy to....

Dad we all miss you to like crazy...

Mum and Dad you are both together now as you were here on earth as soul mates....

love you both xxx

Friday, 14 March 2014

Mummy why did you go

Ok here it goes... 13/03/2104 has been the worst day of my life and my familys and close friends..

On 13 March 2014 at 1320 the most dearest and closest person died in my life she was friend a wife  to my dad and the most wonderful mother in the world anyone can have, i am talking about my mum we grew very close after my dad passed away and now i dont know...

i am still trying to figure out if this is a dream and that i will wake up and see my mum downstairs in the morning, i just hope it will come true but i dont think it will..

Mum i love you so much and so does sis and the whole family...

I just have one question why ????




Your Mother Is Always With You

by Unknown Author

Your mother is always with you...

She's the whisper of the leaves
as you walk down the street.

She's the smell of bleach in
your freshly laundered socks.

She's the cool hand on your
brow when you're not well.

Your mother lives inside
your laughter. She's crystallized
in every tear drop...

She's the place you came from,
your first home.. She's the map you
follow with every step that you take.

She's your first love and your first heart
break....and nothing on earth can separate you.

Not time, Not space...
Not even death....
will ever separate you
from your mother....

You carry her inside of you....

Monday, 3 March 2014

Regerts

REGERTS

DATE 03/03/2014
LISTENING TO  
Just done the biggest mistake of my life, today.
Today i told the sunflower of my life that i dont think we should meet tomorrow,
After i made her cry and upset her for bringing the past up.
Telling her that i had fallen for her.
Only after she asked me this not a date we are going on are we, and i took a big gulp and asked would you like it to be,
When i hit the send button i was shivering and scared like a little kid who knew he gave the wrong answer.

but i guess i did well thats life 

Saturday, 1 March 2014

27 feb 2014

Dad 8 months have gone and the 9 month is starting it only feels like yesterday I was talking to you I miss you like crazy. I am trying my best but right now it ain't good enough wish you were here.

Love you and miss you so much

27 June 2013 time 0118am the worst day of our life hit us

Death is not the end, it is only a bridge to another place.

My Dad

© Disarae G. Kuhn

I know this man
Who is dear to my heart
Suddenly one day
It was torn all apart

This man taught me every thing
That I needed to know
But I never really listened
Until he had to go

He gave me love
And touched my life
Its all over now
He no longer has to fight

He tried to teach me
Right for wrong
The day he left
I wasn't that strong

He is gone now
It is hard to believe
This man is my dad
Who I will never see

But I will see him again
This I know
The day will come
When its time for me to go

So, I'll hold him dear
And close to my heart

New Lesson Learnt

New lesson learnt
When your Head (brain) Heart, Guts rule altogether
Out come is never good,
Easier to let things stay quite,
Watch the world move on pass much more fun at times...
Let there be love and peace and forgiveness,
Let the heart heal slowly as and when....