Today is going to be 3 years for me losing my Dad.
For me every day on this year is pretty much me reliving everything that had happened.
You get told time is healer 364 of the days yes but come to 365 it all starts again, well for me it does.
I have always looked upto my father even though i have never said that to him, I always used to watch what he does and how he did it, not for me to copy as there is no copy of my unique father.
We used have have our ups and downs, oh man miss those then we stopped talking then start talking again.
My biggest regret is not telling my dad everyday how much i loved him and looked upto.
Dad I miss you like crazy but i know you have mum to keep you company but soon we will be a family again as we were before.
I aint no good at writing poems but saw this.
I love you dad
For My Daddy
© Christina Caburnay
Published on January 2014
Have you seen my Daddy?
I don't know where he's gone
Sometimes it hurts so much
I can't seem to carry on.
I hear he doesn't look quite the same
He doesn't need much rest
The IV and medications are all gone
In fact, he looks his best
Is he playing tag with his parents?
In that place way up high?
Or is he napping in God's garden
Where the beautiful in hammocks lie?
Some say he is always watching
I hope this to be true
And that one day he'll return to me
And say, "I've come for you"
Have you seen my Daddy?
I imagine he's doing okay
Though it hurts to know
I can't call him every day.
I really miss my Daddy
I wasn't ready to say goodbye
It will never be the same
Years from now, I know I'll cry
I bet God is with my Daddy
Wrapped up in His arms
Sheltered from all illness and sorrow
Keeping him from harm
I bet he sees us mourning
But would want us to smile
And tell us our time apart
Is only a little while
I'll never quite understand
Why your time here was so small
But you said you'll always be there
To catch me when I fall
I miss you so much Daddy
But I hope and pray
That when it's my time you'll come for me
I'll see you again someday
I guess it was meant to be
That your work here on Earth was done
Now your life in paradise
Has only just begun
Tears that I weep and prayers
Will hopefully travel very far
To reach my loving daddy
Sitting among the stars
Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/for-my-daddy0
